And this was FREE, a direct hotline to God—if you will. Therefore, all the "chasing of success,"…i.e., "hustling, grinding, getting after it," was just a drain on my energy and finances. I even felt stupid for not following others' success models. It was like a disconnect preventing me from attaining the same results they claimed to achieve—maybe it was the fact they were selling outdated methods to cash in without competition?
Not to mention the embarrassment of trying to explain how I wasted so much money in the process. Sabrina—thank God we are still great friends—had incredible patience putting up with this "hustling," which the world finds valuable. I see it as utterly useless and contrary to true-place success now. I'll explain more on that in a bit.
Here's where the story gets exciting...
I knew this pursuit would pay off, so pay close attention to what I'm about to tell you. This revelation may change your life instantly if you capture the breakthrough moment that happened in my experience.
After devouring scriptures, even digging into the "forbidden gospels" in the Nag Hammadi library for years… I discovered the REAL REASON why we get stuck, frustrated, even wrecked through our human pursuit of desire.
Ready? Here it is: there are two goddesses inside you, the goddess of wealth and [the Goddess of] Wisdom. If you pursue the goddess of wealth, she will forever elude you. If you seek the Goddess of Wisdom, the goddess of wealth gets jealous and chases you for a lifetime.
It turns out this interpretation is paramount to your happiness and long-term prosperity.
Here's the lesson: the goddess of wealth is the use of human will and desire to pursue the "ways of the world" and chase answers from outside of yourself, trying to "get" money, success, fame, health, and "things."
In contrast, when you GO WITHIN YOURSELF and use VERY SPECIFIC WISDOM KEYS THAT UNLOCK YOUR CONSCIOUS UNDERSTANDING OF GOD'S ALL-NESS, you literally "open the windows of Heaven" that the ancient mystics have described for centuries. It is the carrying forth of the scriptural commandment to "seek ye first the kingdom, and its righteousness—and all these THINGS shall be added unto you."
It's the OPPOSITE OF WHAT THE WORLD TELLS YOU TO DO!
My shocking discovery led me to some wild and fascinating places:
I've studied some of the brightest minds who have walked this planet to discern Truth from fiction.